...which isn't always a good thing. LOL.
I had plans of being DONE with having kids by 30...now that 30 has come and I'm ever getting closer to the 31 mark (next April-yikes!) i have been feeling quite depressed with the thoughts of not having a family, or not being able to have the family we wanted (4 kids). I don't want to be near 40 and still having kids. This all really came into focus these last few weeks.
I set up an appt with Dr. Brown (cool huh? he is LDS too) in Twin Falls to be my Family doctor. I met with him to just get all set up and get my history there so IF i need to go in for anything it would be MUCH easier to be seen. Well we were talking about my female problems and what medicine I'm taking (or should be taking). He made a comment to me that for some reason really hit home that day. He said, "as your doctor i care about your health, but not as much as you should care!" He said that when i told him i am supposed to be taking Metformin due to my PCOS. So i got a new prescription of that and i have been ever so faithful taking it since we met!
I've known for A LONG TIME that weight control has a lot to do with my "problem" as well and i WAS doing so good with working out this summer. But this whole moving situation has put a little kink in it. So I am signing up for classes again for October! YAY!! I have a strong motivation to loose weight. I don't want to go home FAT for Christmas. :)
There are other things in my life that need "put in order" and of course this morning as i pondered writing this blog, i was checking my email and i received an LDS news email with THIS article in it. How appropriate.
* sorry to be a slight downer today.
5 months ago
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Okay so that was me who deleted a comment. I was signed in under a different account and I realized you wouldn't know who it was. Anyways.....Love the new background. Thanks for sharing that article. I think we all need those little reminders from time to time (for me, ALL the time). I pray that your struggles will be resolved and maybe you can have 4 babies at the same time and beat us all =) Don't worry I would raise money for you so you could hire help =)
4 babies at once?? You'll need a lot of help. I hope things get figured out and you will have good news regarding your family!
Total understandable feelings. It's hard figuring out why things are the way they are sometimes. I like the idea of 4 at once, then you can be done! :)
Good luck with your motivation...I need some of that! And remember all is done in the Lord's time! Love ya!!!
Four at once would be CRAZY but worth it in the end! I've always thought I'd have triplet girls...so just throw in a boy for Kevin. ;) What's one more right?! :)
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